Drama

The sad thing is…I don’t think I want to be just friends with him….I think I still love him deep down. I think, I think way to much, because he’s not mine, he broke my heart, I just feel horrible, because someone’s right in front of me, willing to call my bluff and call me beautiful, and tell me there in love with me…but then, there’s my phone…and an unknown number that held a strong grasp on my heart long before….so now I must ignore these emotions and move on…while he can’t do the same, making it all the harder.

Somehow it will be okay

Somewhere down the road we went wrong

maybe it was the night we got too drunk

maybe it was when you kissed your ex

somehow i knew this life would not be easy

i thought it would just be a challenge

i never thought

it all was just a silly game;

like hide in seek and marko polo

only i was the only one hiding,

you’re the only one still searching.

do you not remember our promise?

to laugh and love only side by side

maybe i went to far,

when i held his hand

but you did slur your words

the street lights burn out

and the cars just turn into a light

licence plates pass me by and your no where in sight

just down the block

exist a smile, laugh, a heart warming love

but thing is,

it’s not mine; it’s yours and hers

somewhere down the road we went wrong

maybe we had one to many fights

maybe i didnt say i love you enough

….To be contintued

The hardest thing is trying to smile when you have someone that loves you but then you see the last one you gave your heart to….and the memories come back; good and bad. Then you smile while shaking telling them how happy you are they moved on and they know something’s wrong but you don’t want them to know, because you know moving on and accepting the loss is better then another heartbreak. So rather reply I type this. Because its life, right? There all same, we cry then move on….even if you wish things were different….it’s best to move -hides phone-